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It's not fucking fair

Journal Entry: Wed Jul 23, 2008, 11:50 AM
  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: my sniffles
  • Reading: IT - Stephen King
  • Watching: my life go down the toilet
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Politicians are like diapers. They should be changed often and for the same reason.
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Why is it so hard so get a fucking education? Huh? You have all these people who have money, parents who will buy them fucking anything and they waste it or don't even go to college. Why can't it be easier for someone like me to get money when they want to actually learn? They want to actually do something with their life.

My aunt tried cosigning and they declined it. I don't have enough money to go to school. I feel fucking sick.

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"Sometimes it's not the light in a person that you fall in love with, but the dark. Sometimes it's not the optimist that you need, but another pessimist to walk beside you and know, absolutely know, that the sound in the dark is a monster, and it really is as bad as you think.

Chapter 50 Pg 296
"Anita Blake" Blood Noir by Laurell K. Hamilton

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Incomplete by Alanis Morissette

One day I'll find relief
I'll be arrived
And I'll be friend to my friends who know how to be friends
One day I'll be at peace
I'll be enlightened and I'll be married with children and maybe adopt
One day I will be healed
I will gather my wounds forge the end of tragic comedy

I have been running so sweaty my whole life
Urgent for a finish line
And I have been missing the rapture this whole time of being forever incomplete

One day my mind will retreat
And I'll know God
And I'll be constantly one with her night dusk and day
One day I'll be secure
Like the women I see on their thirtieth anniversaries

I have been running so sweaty my whole life
Urgent for a finish line
And I have been missing the rapture this whole time of being forever incomplete

Ever unfolding
Ever expanding
Ever adventurous
And torturous
And never done

One day I will speak freely
I'll be less afraid
And measured outside of my poems and lyrics and art
One day I will be faith-filled
I'll be trusting and spacious authentic and grounded and home

I have been running so sweaty my whole life
Urgent for a finish line
And I have been missing the rapture this whole time of being forever incomplete

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  • Current Age: 18, yep, officially an adult XD
  • Current Residence: The Mitten
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Medium
  • Interests: Reading, Writing, Photography and photomanipulating
  • Favourite movie: Pan's Labyrinth, Howl's Moving Castle, and The Brave One, just to name a few...
  • Favourite band or musician: Sarah McLachlan, Alanis Morissette, Joni Mitchell, Enya, Maria Mena, Regina Spektor, Jon McLaughlin,
  • Favourite genre of music: Alternative, classical, rock
  • Favourite poet or writer: Maya Angelou
  • Operating System: HP
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod
  • Shell of choice: A nut shell, yes, a very very big nut shell
  • Wallpaper of choice: I prefer paint...
  • Skin of choice: Someone elses
  • Favourite game: Life is too much as it is.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Courage the Cowardly Dog
  • Tools of the Trade: with a paperclip, string, gum, a staple and 3 orange peels, I can do anything!

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=FallingToPieces:iconFallingToPieces: Jul 13, 2008, 7:08:54 PMComment hidden by Owner
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*faestock:iconfaestock: Jul 12, 2008, 9:10:29 PM
Hi, cheers for the :+fav:'s :heart:
-Jess

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my art account *away-with-the-fae
My photography account ~fae-photography
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*faestock:iconfaestock: Jul 3, 2008, 3:41:06 PM
Hi, much love for adding me to your :+devwatch: :blowkiss:
-Jess

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my art account *away-with-the-fae
My photography account ~fae-photography
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=MOONDOGPROD1:iconMOONDOGPROD1: Jun 23, 2008, 8:21:57 PM Mood: Artistic
Sorry about your guy Carlin, I liked his earlier stuff the best, like hippy dippy weatherman...

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Though I teach, I'm not a preacher and I aim to stay that way...Keith Reid, Procol Harum
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*dark777fairy:icondark777fairy: Jun 17, 2008, 5:19:36 AM
Thank you for adding my artwork to your favorites! :hug:
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~Liko:iconLiko: Jun 11, 2008, 2:12:18 PM
Thank you so much for the fav :hug: I read you latest journal post. It doesn't take a picture of two naked men to attract fools. You wouldn't believe how many notes I got saying something like "take this filthy thing down, nudity is against DA principles". I wish people like that would just ignore the things they don't want to see. I do a pretty good job at ignoring them :D Anyway, I totally understand your rant :)

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:nod: -=[My life makes perfect sense]=- :nod:
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~PsyDoxArt:iconPsyDoxArt: Jun 10, 2008, 7:46:11 AM
:iconpsydoxart::iconfaveplz: ^^

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:pointr: Im not a signature...I am just cleaning up here :eatshit: :pointl:
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~Azaria-Rose:iconAzaria-Rose: Jun 9, 2008, 12:09:07 PM Mood: Wow!
I love your gallery, it's beautiful, I gotta say! I love the eyes, the 'Moon' one is just gorgeous. :D
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