Don't Remember

Deep breath.
In your nose and out your mouth.
Calm yourself. Don't let it take control.
You will embarass yourself.
Don't shed the tears that are welling up.
Don't blink.
Cover your face with your hair so they won't see your face get red.
As the tears drip down, don't let them hit the desk.
And the sniffle thats coming should be quick and muffled.
When the hurt gets worse, don't cry hard.
As your body starts to shake, don't make a sound.
Run when you whimper, no one wants to hear your pain.
And when the feeling subsides,
Don't remember.